Sometimes I Wonder...

I t was not born to be just there But so it was, brushed aside in despair It stood in the center, orbited by the others Only to be compared to its brothers Even the distant galaxies laughed at it For its failure to outshine them seemed so unfit And so it stood in the centre there Alone, uncared for, unaware But soon came an asteroid that wisely said 'To be the sun, o' mighty one Thou should know to trust whats begun For come what may, you are the one So never question yourself, shine like a sun' The Sun expanded, fierce and bright,   Absorbing the power of endless light,   Yet the planets still mocked its lonely might,   But this time, the Sun paid no heed to their spite.

 (This post contains all my knowledge about black holes that I have come to learn recently)  – Exoplanets 1.1 – What is an Exoplanet? Put simple, exoplanets are just planets in the universe that don’t orbit our sun. We believed that they existed for hundreds of years despite having no evidence or any detections, until eventually our technology became good enough to let us detect these mysterious little worlds. 1.2 – History into the discovery of exoplanets Back in the 1600’s there was an Italian philosopher named Giordano Bruno who was far ahead of his time. Bruno believed that the universe has no center, and that the stars in the sky are just like our sun, with their own set of planets and moons surrounding them. In fact, it was this very belief that had him tried for heresy by the Roman Inquisition as these facts went against the Catholic beliefs of the time. He was found guilty and burned at the stake. Perhaps the first believer in these wonderful worlds burnt at th...

(This post contains all my knowledge about black holes that I have come to learn recently) 1.0- What is a Black Hole? Blackholes are maybe the most elusive objects in the entire universe. They are extremely dense, massive objects that have such a strong gravitational attraction, not even light can escape their pull. Our galaxy alone could contain over 100 million individual black holes, but since they emit no light, they are extremely hard to find unless they are eating. 1.1 – How are Black Holes formed? Blackholes are formed when massive stars collapse under their own gravity at the end of their life cycle creating a singularity, a point of infinite density at the center of a blackhole. 1.2 – Sagittarius A* At the center of our own galaxy lies a supermassive blackholes named Sagittarius A*. This Blackhole has a mass of 4.3 million times more than our sun and is surrounded by a disc of gas and dust spiraling into its gravitational embrace. 1.3- Gravitational Waves of Black ...

  The two doors stand in tranquil there. One black, other with withered flowers My head is unclear, in the heavy air Over my sealed heart, my thoughts towers.   I have an option, I know I do But if withered the second, isn’t black the better? My heart is slowing down, to black I drew Yearning for peace goes my dead letter.   I glance back at the withered door With withered flowers hanging around it Painted white from the top to the floor How the withered flowers seem unfit.   Wait, its flowers. Just withered Doesn’t that make it better than the black? But for a second, it blossoms, I pictured So to life, from death I step back.

How much longer should they hold? All that pain and sorrow untold How much hopeful can they be? When what lies ahead is nothing to see  If she could lift their pain away And fill their days with joy to stay If only she could see them smile once more A smile untouched by sorrow's shore   God if you can hear me, Please consider my prayer I may not know what lies ahead But I’m only speaking in despair   Everyone’s life in this world Will at some point be fully twirled And yes that’s okay, that’s how we learn But sometimes the flames of chaos still burn   You see, I don’t mind if the sufferings last For me i will bear the challenges you cast I will stand up, fight and withstand till its past, Till my last, strong and steadfast But for the ones I deeply cherish Please give them their time to flourish Please take their pains away I need to see them free and okay They're the kindest I know And the least to betray They're the last to below At the loneliest astray Please, I w...

  A Kinder Night She looks up at the night above And wonders how it may seem To gleam a pretty diamond Among the quiet seas   Beneath her unhappy smile she hides A thousand endless selfless cries For she longs to see her world find joy A question of hope glimmer her eyes   An endless wave of problems she face And none to open to or cry in vain But even then she holds it up A smile that carries hidden pain   Awake in hush, while others dream She lets it out quiet to breathe And all the while the moon just smiles As she prays for one kinder night ~Yours truly